
I HAVE ADHD PODCAST - Episode #300
January 28, 2025
Last-Minute Magic: Why ADHD Teachers Shine Under Pressure
300th EPISODE, BABY!!!! Today, I’m sitting down with Maddie Novy, a teacher who also has ADHD, to talk about what it’s really like to juggle the demands of a classroom while managing this unique brain.
Maddie shares her story, including:
- Her personal ADHD journey and how she’s handled medication ups and downs.
- The challenges of planning and problem-solving as an educator (spoiler: it’s not easy!).
- How perfectionism has shown up in her work—and what she’s doing to overcome it.
- The art of staying emotionally regulated while working with kids who are full of BIG feelings.
If you’re an educator with ADHD, or just curious about how to thrive in a challenging profession with this diagnosis, you’re going to love this conversation. Maddie’s insight and encouragement will leave you feeling seen and supported.
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Kristen Carder 0:00
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Welcome to the I have ADHD podcast, where it’s all about education, encouragement and coaching for adults. With ADHD, I’m your host, Kristen Carter and I have ADHD, let’s chat about the frustrations, humor and challenges of adulting, relationships, working and achieving with this neurodevelopmental disorder, I’ll help you understand your unique brain, unlock your potential and move from point A to point B. Hey, what’s up? This is Kristen Carter, and you’ve tuned into the I have ADHD podcast. I am medicated, caffeinated, regulated and ready to roll. Listen, teachers with ADHD. Come in, come in, come in. We’re having a convo today about planning and problem solving, especially as it relates to being a teacher with ADHD. Now, of course, if you’re not a teacher, planning and problem solving is still an issue that you’re going to relate to. It’s a deficient executive functioning skill. It’s something that’s hard in every workplace. But I have my client with me, Maddie Novi, and she is here to talk about her job, talk about how planning and problem solving impacts her at her work, and how she works to overcome it. She’s a teacher. She’s going to tell you all about it. And I love having professionals with ADHD on who are able to just talk about what it’s like in the workplace. To have ADHD. I’m an entrepreneur, so I don’t have the same like, I don’t know, I just don’t have the same issues as somebody who’s in corporate or someone who’s a doctor or someone who’s a teacher, and so I love to hear other perspectives. But before we get started, I know you’re going to want to hit that like button, that share button, that follow button, you’re going to want to leave a comment, tell me that you’re listening. And even if you don’t want to like could you, because that would be super helpful. It is the best way that you can support this show is interacting with this content, pressing like pressing subscribe, doing all of the things I would so appreciate. It is the best way to tell me that you’re listening. It’s the best way to give me a little dopamine boost, and I appreciate it. So let’s get to it. Maddie, thank you so much for being here. First of all, it was great to meet you in real life. We’ve been interacting and focused for years.
Maddie 2:27
Yes, it’s like a year and a half now.
Kristen Carder 2:30
I love it. Welcome. Welcome. Tell us a little bit about yourself.
Maddie 2:34
So I’m Maddie, hello. I am. I’m 24 I’m from Chicago. This is my first time out in Philly, and it’s gorgeous driving over here. I’m like, all the leaves, yes, are so pretty, the best time of year, too. Yeah, definitely, yeah. I’m a teacher. I’ve been it’s only year two for me, so I’m still pretty new to this. I teach elementary music, so I teach kindergarten through fifth grade. I have 520 students that I see every single week. But it’s been really great. It’s been really, really great.
Kristen Carder 3:06
Do you have to give grades to 520 students, or at the elementary level? Is it more? Is it not grades based for that, like, special.
Maddie 3:15
So yes, but the nice thing is, I only have to do like, a progress grade and then a final grade I see, yeah, so not like a bunch of bunch of little grades for 520, people. Yeah, it’s just two, but still, oh my goodness, that’s so time consuming.
Kristen Carder 3:32
Yeah, for sure. So tell us your ADHD story. Maddie, When were you diagnosed?
Maddie 3:39
So I was 16 when I was diagnosed it, yeah, going into like my junior year of high school, I left that psychiatrist office with ADHD and generalized anxiety disorder. So I first tried meds like that was the I went on a stimulant at first when I was 16, but that didn’t really work out for me. And then we decided, you know, let’s try treating the anxiety roots. See if you know, that will help, you know, make all the things better. It didn’t. Oh, well, do you know? Shoot, yeah. Well, I mean, some things like it helped, like, some like, you know, just like the anxiety symptoms. But there were still the other things, because, you know, of course, at 16, I’m like, All right, cool. I don’t even know what this means, because I wasn’t told anything, yeah, so I actually kind of forgot that I had this for a couple years now, it wasn’t until, like, two, ish, two, three years ago, okay, that one of my college therapists, it was after I would was talking about, like, struggles with, like, it’s like, final season and like, getting things started, and how much, like, I’m just driving the struggle bus right now. And she’s just like, Have you ever, like, gotten tested or eight for eighth year? And I’m like, Oh, I actually have. So yeah, I’ve been back on medication… therapy
Kristen Carder 5:00
Did you find something that worked well for you?
Maddie 5:02
Yes, it took, like 1000 different tries, but eventually we got we found something that worked. So that’s great. Thankful, very thankful to be done with all of that.
Kristen Carder 5:16
Can you, um, do you mind telling our listeners what that’s like to have to go through a bunch of different medications. Because for some people, the first medication that they try, it’s like it works well for them and they move on. And for you, you had to kind of hop around. And obviously, the only way to know if a med works for you is to take it and to notice, like, do I feel better or worse? Are my symptoms improving? Which is hard for us to self reflect and even know. So, what was that process like, to try a bunch of different things until you found the thing that worked?
Maddie 5:57
So it wasn’t until I’ve been in focus for it was, like, I was a couple months in before I really started trying that again. And I remember, I don’t know if it was you or someone else talking about, like, taking meds for the first time, being like, putting on glasses. And so I’m trying my first medication. I’m like, I do not feel this where I do wear the glasses at, I don’t know, yeah. So I was just really frustrated, yeah, a lot of the times, yeah, because I was starting to lose hope for a second, actually, like, am I gonna find something that’s gonna help? Yeah? But it just took a lot of perseverance, okay, lots of yeah, really frustrating and just annoying. Because, like, yeah, I want to have to keep like,
Kristen Carder 6:41
why am I the one that has to keep me trying? Yeah, yeah. But was it worth it to like, keep trying? Like, do you feel like now that you’ve landed with a med that is good for you? Do you look back and say it’s worth it? Or what’s your perspective?
Maddie 6:58
It was definitely tedious, but tedious, it was most definitely worth the time.
Kristen Carder 7:04
Cool. Oh, that’s really cool. That’s great to hear. So we’re talking today about planning and problem solving. Yes, yes, we are. And I wanted to talk to you specifically about this, because I know that as a teacher, this is a huge part of your job. A massive part of your job is, like planning and getting ready and prepping, yep, yep, yep, and then like problem solving in the moment, right? And so I’m just curious when I bring up, you know, planning and problem solving. What does that mean to you in your life?
Maddie 7:44
So planning, you know, I have six different lessons I have to prep for each week so that for me, is just knowing what am I teaching, what activities am I going to do? How am I going to like show this concept to the kids, but then problem solving is putting out all of like, the 15,000 mini fires that happen in each class, like, so I also, I teach in a bilingual school. So what I knew that? Yeah, so in the kindergarteners, especially in the two bilingual kindergarten classes I teach, I’d say 95% of them know maybe less than 10 words of English. Wow. I do know a good amount of Spanish, but not enough to like, be able to, like, fully, like, fluently communicate with them. So there’ll be times where there’s like, five kids coming up to me at once, being like, Teacher, Teacher, teacher, like, and then saying a bunch of stuff to me in Spanish really quickly. And I’m just like, hold up. What? Slow down. So putting out fires like that is and also at my school, there’s been a lot of internet issues lately too, and with my specific subject, that’s something I use almost daily. The Internet, yes, so there’s a lot of having to think on your feet involved, yes. And sometimes I mean this some that’s something I’m getting better at over times as I get more like tools in my arsenal of like things that I’m able to pull out. But I remember when I it’s like a couple months into the current job that I have now, everything was out, nothing was working. And I’m still a baby teacher, so I’m like, over here freaking out, like, what am I going to do all day? But I think that day showed me that I can do it. Yes,
Kristen Carder 9:33
that’s so encouraging. Like, that’s such a body of evidence for your self, trust, bank,
Maddie 9:40
yeah, it just takes, like, maybe, like, a five to 10 minute freak out at the beginning, and then I’m like, Okay, we’re fine. We can do this. We can do this.
Kristen Carder 9:47
Yes, so how do you see your ADHD impacting your ability? Let’s, let’s just say, to plan.
Maddie 9:58
So I. In my school district, we don’t have, like, a set, specific curriculum that we have to follow. What we’re giving, what we’re given is the standards that we have to teach and the concepts that we have to teach in a particular trimester. That’s it. Okay, nothing else. So I’m a kind of person that needs a little bit more like structure than that, because I struggle with figuring out, like, how long should I spend on a specific concept, like, what order? How should I scaffold this? Like, those two things have been really big for me, because I constantly think, like, am I teaching something out of order? Because I don’t want it to like, you know, mess up the kids in the long run, if I accidentally, like, make a mistake like that, meaning that has happened once and again, going back to, like, what you said about having that body of evidence that, like, you can do it. I was able to circle back, and it eventually was fine. It took a couple weeks, but we were able to do it. Yeah, and then problem solving, staying regulated. Oh, my goodness, I do not step foot into my kindergarten or first grade classes without having my loops in. Oh, tell us what loops are. So these little tiny ear plugs that just sit right here in your ear, and they’re very like, discreet, yes, and no one really sees them. No kids have said anything to me yet. So the nice thing about it, because originally, when I started wearing them, I was worried that, like, I’m not gonna hear the questions that the kids are asking me and stuff. But thankfully, that hasn’t been too big of a problem. There have been times where to be like, what? Just say, can you tell me that again? But other than that, they’ve been a lifesaver for me, because there are a lot of days where I leave work absolutely depleted, done. Battery is at empty, yeah, but I’ve realized, because it’s only been the past couple of weeks that I’ve been really cognizant about wearing them, and I’m like, what I have, like, a little bit left in the tank. Wow. What is this? Because having to constantly put out those mini fires that, like I was saying, It depletes you, having to constantly, like, be on your toes and problem solving all of the time. Yeah, because it’s a lot more than I think people realize.
Kristen Carder 12:20
Sure yep, yep, and the over stimulation of people talking to you all day long, asking you questions all day long, and then the background noise of just so many students in your classroom, I can See how accommodating yourself with earplugs or any other way that you’re able to would be so helpful.
Maddie 12:46
Oh yeah, I remember, like, starting this school year, and even just after that first week being like, I need to figure something out, because even after week one, I was already feeling like the effects of, you know, being back in that environment. And I knew that if I didn’t do something, then I was going to go on a train directly into burnout. Yes.
Kristen Carder 13:16
Have you ridden that train before? Oh, yes, okay,
Maddie 13:18
yes, back at my it was weird transition period. Words, oh my gosh. December of last year, I was ending my old job. I used to teach middle school, okay, yeah, and I was a maternity leave position, so the teacher was coming back. And that was also around the time where my grandmother’s health issues really started to take a downward spike. Yeah, so I was dealing with all the emotional heaviness of that it was we were prepping for our concert. I wasn’t letting myself grieve because I’m like these kids need to like these kids need to like, you know, be able to do this concert. We have to work. We have to work. I took no time off.
Kristen Carder 14:08
Say that again, because, you know, I’ve done a lot of interviews in the last 48 hours. Because all of you VIPer’s are here. It’s been a gift. It’s been so great. But what I keep hearing over and over is this like tendency to self abandon, yes, so you took no time off when your grandmother was suffering or
Maddie 14:29
yes, yeah, like she passed away on a Saturday, and I was right back to work that Monday.
Kristen Carder 14:36
No…And to be clear for everyone listening, you were extremely close.
Maddie 14:40
Yes, yes, she lived right across the street from me. I would see her almost daily. That was probably the first, like, really, really, really, big, deep loss that I’ve experienced in my life. Yeah, yeah. So in my mind, I’m like, work would be a good distraction. But. And it was the concert happened, then the holidays, and just constant family funeral planning, non stop doing all of that, and then starting a brand new job. On top of it, two weeks in, I got COVID and then the flu. Right after that,
Kristen Carder 15:19
your body was like, I’m gonna just exactly do this for you.
Maddie 15:22
So that’s what taught me. You know, if I don’t take time to rest, my body is going to pick that time for me? Yes, sometimes I still forget that.
Kristen Carder 15:31
You and all the rest of us. Yes,
dang.
So I know that planning is a massive part of your job. What is it like for you as a person with ADHD to have to lesson plan? What are the challenges for you?
Maddie 15:48
So honestly, just even figuring out how I’m gonna, like, go about it, like, am I gonna do it like on paper? Am I gonna do it on the computer? Every single school year, when I was a student, and now when I’m a teacher, I try to convince myself that I am a planner person. I will keep using it after a week. Never. Now that’s Yeah, yeah, yeah. And yet I still buy them, yeah. But thankfully, I’ve started buying undated planners so smart every single so now that when ever that like little idea comes back to try to convince myself I’m a planner person again. I don’t have to go out and buy a new one. Yeah, so I’ve realized, just,…
Kristen Carder 16:27
let me interrupt you. You just made such a good point, though, figuring out, like, planning to plan, yes, like, that’s the step before the step is even difficult. And I absolutely think that is connected to ADHD and deficient executive functioning, and it just not being clear and easy and systematic in our brain. And so, like, even planning how to plan feels hard.
Maddie 16:55
Yeah. And then on top of all that, you know, every single class I teach is different. The kids are at a different place. Their learning styles are different. Don’t get me wrong, like I love my job, yeah, my job’s great, but it is really, really exhausting sometimes to have to, you know, figure that out, because, you know, I want to be able to best accommodate all of my students in any way that I can. But sometimes it just wrecks my brain to try to figure out how I can do this to the best of my ability, because also I’m a really huge perfectionist when it comes to my lessons and my planning.
Kristen Carder 17:34
What does that mean to you to be a perfectionist when when you say that like, could you explain what that even means for you.
Maddie 17:42
So there are times where, in my eyes, the only way a lesson is good enough is if it’s this long, elaborate, beautiful looking thing with a lot of different bells and whistles going on to it, because that’s what I’ve seen, that’s what I’ve grown up with, sure that’s all I know. And trust me, I’ve tried, I’ve tried Canva, I’ve tried all the fancy Google slide stuff that it’s hard, it’s hard. And then, you know, I get frustrated in 20 minutes, and I’m like, No, we’re not doing this. Yeah. But then I get mad at myself, because I want it to be something that I’m proud of, because, in my mind, like, I can’t be proud of it if it’s not, like something that I’ve spent hours putting into because a lot of teachers, I mean, we’ve been getting better about this, like, from what I’ve seen about staying after contract hours for so long Just to get every single little thing done. Yeah. Thankfully, I’ve getting been getting to the habit of, once it hits 330 I am out of that door. Good girl. Yes, good but then, yeah, so that was a problem that I had at the like, beginning of my teaching career. But it’s been getting better because I’ve realized that using pre made stuff is fine. It Yeah, it’s fine. Using stuff that I get from other people is fine. Using your resources, oh, my goodness, yeah, for so long, I’m like, No, it has to be everything I do on my own. No, using your resources. Use your resources. Yeah, it’s helped so much. It saved me so much time.
Kristen Carder 19:27
How did you make that transition to overcome your perfectionistic tendencies? Was it just kind of realizing that you were being perfectionistic about it, because you’re bringing up such a good point. I do think that perfectionism is very closely tied to our deficiency in planning, like and so we want it to be the perfect plan, and we want it to be the plan that’s going to make everything amazing, and then when it’s not or. If we sense that, like I don’t know if I can do it, then we just either don’t plan or we like it all kind of falls apart. So how did you notice that? Or whatever? I could tell that you were gonna say something, so I don’t want to interrupt.
Maddie 20:14
No, no, you’re good. You’re good. Now I know I lost my train of thought.
Kristen Carder 20:18
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Maddie 22:36
Because there are some times where I’m like, I can’t even start making the actual like materials yet, because I haven’t, I don’t have the the outline, the perfect, the perfect outline of my lesson. But I eventually realized that I can’t let my job take over my life, and I was doing that for Wow, a while, and I’m grateful that I realized this so early into my career, because I know teacher burnout is a very, very, very big thing that a lot of people are experiencing for a lot of different reasons, so I’m really, really working on not getting to that point, and I think this just doing little things like this, letting myself use those pre made resources, because it’s more about how I am delivering the lesson and how I’m interacting with the kids, and less about like, what is actually up on the board.
Kristen Carder 23:38
Yes! So has that been a lesson in self trust as well?
Maddie 23:47
A little bit actually, because, I mean, it’s taken a lot of time, but through like, focus and all the other coaching I’ve done, I’ve been able to develop like, like, a bank of evidence that these are the reasons why I am a good teacher. I get a these are the reasons why I am good at what I do. I am my students, and I get along really, really well. I can tell that they’re learning things like it’s evident in like, their grades and stuff. And I’d say those two things are what mattered the most, yeah, and not about what I have up there, because I can even have nothing up there and still put on a pretty damn good lesson.
Kristen Carder 24:35
That’s so good I think that when we ADHD ers allow ourselves to just lean into our strengths and believe in ourselves like That’s so cliche. Sorry, even yourself, but believe in our ability to like, perform and improvise and just on the spot, do it when we can. Really, really capitalize on that strength. So much of the drama behind the scenes and the planning behind the scenes, we can just, like, take a deep breath and let that go.
Maddie 25:12
Yeah. And growing up, I actually did a whole lot of, like, acting and theater and all that kind of stuff too. So I’m like, perfect, perfect way to tie all that in, and that wasn’t even a connection that I made until, like, again, being in focused that I was like, doing like, all of these like skills that can help me in my career, like, way earlier in my life, that I was than I was thinking, yeah, because a teacher is a performer. Oh, definitely. There are so many times where I have to, like, think on my feet, especially like when the Internet is just not..
Kristen Carder 25:50
or nobody’s speaking English
Maddie 25:52
Exactly, yes, yeah. Cuz, yeah, I use it too much. But thankfully, I the skill of being able to think, I might think on my feet, as I get more tools in my arsenal, it’s been something that’s been able to improve.
Kristen Carder 26:07
Yeah you talked about how depleting it is to problem solve constantly, and I think a lot of professionals will relate to that a lot. But then also, like I think of moms of little kids like, I just remember, obviously, I’ve never been a teacher, but when I had three little kids who couldn’t take care of themselves and looked to me to like, solve every problem that They had, that I’ve never been more depleted than in that season of my life, I bet, oh my gosh. And I feel like, to a certain extent, that is very similar to teaching where people are just like, you’re responsible for these people and and they come to you for all of their questions, concerns, and like my nose is bleeding, or, like my my head is itchy, and I don’t know what to do about like, all of that.
Maddie 27:05
Oh there’s one kid, without fail, every single week, just nose bleed.
Kristen Carder 27:10
Nose bleed
Maddie 27:12
every single week. I know, like, find a little ironic that this is happening with me.
Kristen Carder 27:18
So funny. Yes, you know my, one of my three boys was also a bleeder, a nose Bleeder, and then he would have a sensory freak out about it. So it wasn’t just a nosebleed, it was a nosebleed plus a temper tantrum, meltdown, makes sense. And, my goodness, it was. It’s just so like in those moments, right? You have a nosebleed kiddo, you have a classroom full of other kids, or I have my other like two kids at home, and it’s like problem solving in those moments, and the depletion that it takes from your sweet little ADHD brain’s capacity. What does it feel like at the end of the day,
Maddie 28:03
When I get home, I just want to go upstairs and crawl into bed and just become a log for the night. I don’t even know how many hours this job has turned me into a grandma. I am in bed by like nine o’clock most nights, sometimes even earlier, depending on how the day is, and also I teach the younger grades, like towards the end of the day, yes. So that’s usually where I find myself struggling the most. And there have been times I’m not proud of it, where I’ve been just depleted and overstimulated to the point of snapping at them. Hey, that’s happened more times than I would like to admit, and the guilt that I feel afterwards because, you know, I don’t want the kids to be responsible for my feelings. You know…
Kristen Carder 29:01
It’spowerful,
Maddie 29:03
yeah,
Kristen Carder 29:06
okay, so let’s talk about emotional regulation, okay? Because I think that that’s what you’re alluding to, right? And so I think it’s so interesting that our executive functions are individual skills, but they don’t work in isolation. So when you’re teaching you’re using all of your executive functions together. And so yes, we’re talking about planning and problem solving, but we can’t talk about that without also discussing emotional regulation, because these don’t exist as silos. They all work together. Yes, absolutely. So tell me about emotional regulation for you, what what does it feel like? Let’s start here. What does it feel like at the end of the day when you’re teaching? The littles and all of the questions, and they’re not listening what happens in your body?
Maddie 30:08
It’s like my body is a pot of boiling water that’s about to spill over. Yeah, I’m still working on learning ways to regulate in the moment, because normally, when I’m in a dysregulated, regulated state, I need to get myself out of that environment. And you know, when I’m teaching, I can’t do that, yeah? So excuse me. I’m gonna go for a quick I’m gonna go freak out for a second. Yeah? So I’m still working on getting some more tools there in that department, but…
Kristen Carder 30:40
So you because I’ve been your coach for a year and a half now, I know that emotional regulation is something you’ve been working on, yes, and I know that you’ve actually gotten very good at it when you have time and space. Would you agree?
Maddie 30:56
Yeah, I’ve definitely seen some improvements there, yeah, but absolutely, but it worked, so it’s a lot more difficult.
Kristen Carder 31:02
Well, and then, like, I want to relate that again, to motherhood for anyone. I don’t know why, but I just am feeling like it’s so strongly connected, like it’s one thing to learn to regulate your emotions, and like, go through a meditation or some sort of a practice to be self regulated, but when you have tiny humans screaming at you, bleeding or, like, on the ground or running into the street or whatever, it’s like, it just feels like impossible and and so for those and it could also be like, I work in tech, and I can’t just, like, take a second, but like, when you’re sitting at a Computer all alone. I feel like you can, like, pretend to work, but yeah, emotionally regulate, yeah. But like those of us in professions or, like, in a stay at home parent situation where there’s just, like, you can’t escape from people, how are you beginning to regulate on your feet, like when you’ve been able to do it, what have you done?
Maddie 32:04
Usually, one of my go tos is putting on a little YouTube video for the kids, like a little like freeze dance or some other kind of similar activity, and just let them do their thing while I just kind of be in my own little world to try to get myself together for a couple minutes. And
Kristen Carder 32:22
what does that look like when you say, get myself together.
Maddie 32:24
Like breathing, like just coming back to my body, like, yeah, screwing my head back on there, and yes, and just reminding myself of, like, what’s here’s what we’re doing, and if we don’t get to something, not the end of the world, we’ll just go with the flow. That sounds like reassurance, yes, definitely going. Learning how to go with the flow has been very helpful, because it’s very unpredictable. Yes,
Kristen Carder 32:55
you don’t say yeah, teaching 30 five year olds at one time unpredictable, the unpredictableness, what is, I don’t know, the fact that it’s unpredictable. How does that impact your body
Maddie 33:21
With the littles, especially because I don’t know if they’re going to be hyped up and running around like crazy. I mean, I’m thinking about how Halloween is next week, November 1. I don’t know what I’m gonna get that day. That’s so true. Like, am I gonna get zombies? Or
Kristen Carder 33:42
Does it feel unsafe or unsettling
Maddie 33:44
A little bit? Because once I get a plan, I like to stick to it. I don’t want to deviate. And I know, depending on what kind of group of kids I’m getting that day, I may have to deviate, yeah, and my brain’s like, No, we don’t like that.
Kristen Carder 34:01
I think that for most neurodivergent people, when we have we’re this dichotomy, especially for ADHD ers, we want to be carefree. We want to be spontaneous. But when we do have a plan and someone else wants to change it, the rage,
Maddie 34:20
yep, the rage inside and even when I know changing it would be more beneficial for the kids, yes, I’m still like, Uh, yes. I My body’s like, hard, like, clenching up and resisting. Like, yeah, everything so good, yes, and never mind,
Kristen Carder 34:40
and never mind, good. I’m curious about how you get work done in the pockets of time that you have. Do you have pockets of time? Some, not, okay, much, not much.
Maddie 34:57
I am person that likes to get to. Work early. I am not contractually obligated to be at work until about 820 but I’m usually there at like between 730 and 745 most mornings. And so in my especially, this is more so happens in the morning when I actually have brain power to get some work done. I have my list of all the things that I need to do, and people have told me before, oh, just start from the top and work your way down. That does not work. That’s cute. That’s not working for me. Yeah. So. And another thing that I’ve learned and focused prioritizing, what are the absolute must dos? Oh, on the list, what are the things that have the most urgent deadlines that I have to get done today, or it’s gonna compromise my job keeping those at the top, and I know if I get those things done but nothing else, then that’s fine. I got what I needed to accomplish.
Kristen Carder 35:54
Prior to learning that in focused How did you approach your list
Maddie 35:59
Starting at the top and working, yes, yes, yes, yes, and,
Kristen Carder 36:05
But then skipping the ones that you didn’t want to do, and, yeah, like, missing things that were maybe important, yeah,
Maddie 36:11
I Yeah. Basically, it’s like, I’d start something and then I’d get frustrated, or I’d get bored, and then, like, Nope, we’re moving on. And then yeah, I’d say, if I have like 10 things on a list, maybe I’d get like two done,
Kristen Carder 36:24
yep, yep, yep, yep. And so now you approach it with, okay, I have a list of 10 things, but I know that these three are, like, directly related yes to my job, or to, like, my my performance,
Maddie 36:38
Yes in a typical ADHD fashion, thriving on the last minute.
Kristen Carder 36:43
Do you feel shame about that? Are you just like, have you embraced it?
Maddie 36:46
I used to not really anymore cool, yeah. I just accepted the fact that I am a person who thrives on the last minute. Yeah? And, I mean, I get this stuff done. Yeah? There was actually a time in college where I had a paper due the day before I scrapped the entire thing. It was like a five or 10 page long paper in Spanish. I got a degree in Spanish in college too. So in Spanish this essay, I scrapped the whole thing, rewrote it all in one day. I got a 95% on that essay. So that proved to me, right there that I can do anything at the last minute, if I just put my mind to it.
Kristen Carder 37:20
So that goes back to what we were talking about earlier with just like building your evidence bank for just like. I can function like and I can do it in my own way, and I can work at the last minute, and I still can perform well, yeah,
Maddie 37:35
I don’t have to function like some neurotypical robot to still be able to be good at what I do.
Kristen Carder 37:42
Gosh. I mean, sometimes when people talk, I’m like, oh, that’s the reel we’re gonna use. That’s the Instagram reel right there. Like, just a loop of that over and over and over. Like, that’s so good. Oh, it’s so good. So what encouragement do you have for teachers with ADHD, listening who, who are just like, feel like they’re floundering.
Maddie 38:09
It’s normal. It’s very normal, but it’s okay. It makes sense. We have a hard job. And I mean this goes for literally, no matter what kind of level, whether you’re like me and teach elementary school or whether you’re a college professor, I can almost guarantee that we all exhibit a lot of the same sorts of struggles, obviously a little bit more nuanced than others, but this makes sense. It might take time to figure out what works for you, but it’s possible. It’s very, very, very possible. Just be persistent. Yes.
Kristen Carder 38:50
I love that. Be persistent in trying to figure out what works is that what you mean?
Maddie 38:56
Yes, exactly. So keep like, trucking at it finding what works for you, like if the first thing doesn’t work, that’s perfectly fine. Try another system. If you’re not doing what literally every other teacher is doing, that’s okay. Why is it okay? Because every teacher is their own person. What works best for one teacher might not work for you, because I know that’s how it is for me. Yeah, and one of my other really close teacher friends that has ADHD like she is able. She’s one of those people that is able to like work from the top down on a to do list that is not Yeah, how I am. So it’s okay to be different, and you’ll it’ll come with time. It will come with time, especially for the baby teachers, yes, that are still probably very like, not know, like they don’t know what’s going on. They’re trying to figure themselves out. It’ll come with time. Yeah,
Kristen Carder 39:56
I love that. Thank you so much. This is so encouraging. I. Feel, I know that you are young, but you have a very broad sense of wisdom, and I appreciate you bringing that for us here.
Maddie 40:12
Oh, this has been really great. I’ve loved every second of this. Yeah,
Kristen Carder 40:18
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